My mom passed away 3 months ago due to cancer and I have been having an extremely hard time with personal matters and with being alone. I dreamt of my mom last week (3 months after her death-exactly, although ididnt know this at the time), and she was really really happy and i was happy too. I dont remember anything else in that dream.
I am roman catholic and have been going to church to help my faith be stronger, i have also been doing yogfa, and now raja yoga classes. The raja yoga classes are very spiritual but keep referring to karma and reincarnation, and athough i keep an open mind, this concept is not when our family believes in, nor have I.
So in my second dream i saw my mom and she was more depressed. I told her i loved her, i touched her, and she told me "to be careful when you get here" She seemed scared when she said that. I asked if she could be always looking after me, she said yes.
So i wake up and im freaking out. What does this mean? I have always tried to live my life being a good person. The first dream came the night before my mediation class, and this dream came a week later but after my meditation class. Im soo confused. This dream was so different from my first one. Is she telling me that I am dying, or telling me to stay away from my class and that God will punish me.
I wanted to add that I do not mean to offend anyone’s beliefs. During this time I have been trying to understand my soul better and connect with God.
I have doubts believing in reincarnation, but I do believe in our eternal soul and heaven. My faith in God has been rocky at times and i want to go in the right path, and i felt like my mom was giving me some sort of warning, like i wasnt.
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First, God will not punish you for trying to better yourself. Yoga betters your body, mind and soul. Whether you believe in reincarnation or not, you believe in a life aftter this one… it’s just heaven instead. So when the teacher talks about that, try to just think about it being your personal beliefs instead of a reincarnation type belief. Karma is simply the energy around us – you could call it your spirit if you want. So If your spirit does good, good things come back to you… I’m sure you believe that, don’t you?
Try to use your own beliefs in place of what the teacher says – don’t let it be negative – just think in terms you are comfortable with. Example: meditation can be a type of prayer – just use it that way, or to calm yourself. God would want you to find a way to be calm wouldn’t he?
Also, I think you are dreaming of your mom because you are so upset by it. You feel like there is something left undone. Your mom may have visited you. I’m not saying that didn’t happen. But your mom would want you to be happy. She does not want you to go on grieving at a cost to your own happiness. Trust me. I have a son and I never realized before how much moms put their kids before them. If it had been you instead of her that got sick, she would have given anything to take that burden from you. She would not want you being depressed or anxious or not enjoying your life.
Give her the gift of letting go of her. Even if she comes to check on you or to be with you when you need it, let it be as you need it, not because you are holding on and she can’t find rest. Tell her you love her and you are letting her go to find a better place and you hope to feel her around you when you need it, but you don’t need her near you all the time. This way you both can let go and you can stop worrying so much.
"be careful when you get there" could mean anything. It could mean when you get to a place in your life when you want to marry, or when you want to have kids, or anything. She just wants you to be happy and to look out for yourself. So tell her you will and "be careful" in your choices and in your life.
It is very very rare that a loved one who has passed on will let us know we are going to die. That will only upset us and they would want our transition to be as easy as possible.
I don’t think that is what she is saying.
Good luck. Let go. Keep trying to find solace in meditation, yoga, and church.
go to this web site http://www.dreammoods.com
See some help, i think its best if your having dreams of your mother passing away
ASK THE PASTOR YOU NEED HELP ASK GOD
dreams are just your thoughts. dont worry about what she is saying, or isnt saying, you will only confuse and worry yourself. your dream is just you thinking of your mum but it turned weird (as many dreams do..)
sorry to hear about your mum
It Simply means you miss her and that is normal your mother loved you but you just don’t need to think about her as much i am sorry forwhat happend i know if i lost my mother i would think the same way even if you were 2- 27 years old you should have a bear or a stuffed animal that represents your mom and you should hug it when you need to think about your mom
TALK TO GOD..HE KNOWS EVERYTHING.
SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR MOM.
dreams r nothing but images of u deepest thoughts or feelings or desires or feelings. it means that u rally believe in karma and reincaranation and u believe that ur mom will come again for u. i too believe in weird stuffs and reincaranation. but still i think that the reason is ur loneliness and that u really miss ur mom lot which somehow got mixed with ur meditation and yoga classes. it is really weird because when u r having dreams like this and do yoga and meditation normally u get a peace of mind and ur dreams go away. but in ur’s it is the opposite. i really think that ur mom is trying to convey some message, so try staying away from ur meditation classes for sometime. but still don’t be lonely, find some friends and start sharing and hanging out with them, always this helps.
I’m no expert on dreams or anything but i don’t think that it really has anything to do with your yoga classes. But if it does it may have something to do with guilt. "..when you get here" could be anything.
I have had dreams where my family has died. I had one where my mom died and that i was about to commit suicide, and then i had a dream where i had a "premonition" you could call it that my step father died and then he did, and when i woke up i actually had to go into my parents room to make sure that he was still alive. I’ve also had one where my grandpa came back to life and died again. (because he died of cancer when i was 8 and he was like a father to me)
I also went to the mental hospital (worst days almost ever exept for my grandpas death) and i have reacurring dreams that i go back.
so what i am getting at is that you have dreams that represent your fears. and your fear may be that you are doing the wrong thing. by going to these classes or whatever. (again, i’m not an expert, but that is what i concluded from MY experiences, but you might want to check that out to if you do some research.)
I would look up dream meanings on the internet or go to your library. There are alot of books devoted to dreams and things like that.
Calm down, and be comforted that she is always going to be looking after you, because that is probably the most important, and truthful part of the dream. I think you will be alright.
i wish i could help you more
but this may be something that you need to look into yourself to find the answer.
good luck and dont be scared.
any dialog you go through with your mother in your dreams is for real. most of the time 2 instaces…2 occurances….are coincidence. keep in mind what your mother says…